What happened to the adventure of my life ?
Lately it seems like I’m in a rut of sorts. I wake up, take the wife to work, come back home, do house work, work on the AN, put the kid down for a nap, wake her up to go pick up the wife from work, come home or go to the pet food/grocerie/department store, come home, check on the AN again, have or go get dinner, give the kids a bath, put them to bed, watch tv with the wife, go to bed.
Somewhere in between all of this I fit sex with the wife, playtime with the kids, and whatever other time I can give to whomever needs it.
Somewhere in a all of this I exist.
Sometimes I wonder what it would be like to just get up and walk away. Walk right out the front door, and just keep going. Head in any direction and not look back. Change my life so radically that the future would have no comparison with the past.
Then I think of my wife and daughter whom I love so much, and I know I wouldn’t want to live any life without them.
I want to change my life without leaving the people who matter the most.
I just wish I knew where to start.
Lol, Sounds like my life in about 6 months.
What life ?